Thursday, May 25, 2006


The other day I had the extreme pleasure of sitting on my back porch and watching a little purple butterfly for over a half hour.  Then it flew out of sight to go explore the vast reaches of the front yard.  I told a friend about this, and she asked me if I had had nothing to do or if I was bored.  I told her no, I had plenty of housework to do, and that I had been far from bored, I was actually in the middle of a tv show when I stepped outside with all the puppies and became entranced by this small purple butterfly fluttering from flower to flower and so on.  It was a beautiful sight, controlled and yet completely chaotic.  I think sometimes we just have to stop and watch the butterflies….and expect some to never understand why.

Friday, May 19, 2006

A Brief Glance on Society

  In this day of bleak surroundings,
     Speaking statistically,
Divorce rate at fifty percent
And one’s longest commitments
  Being to their cell phone
And their reflection,
It should be of little surprise
     To see children raised
  In psuedo homes with faux parents,
It is of no great consequence.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Going on a Mini Vacation

Going to Pigeon Forge to meet my parents. My brother is finally leaving, it's kinda bittersweet. He was only supposed to stay for two weeks, that turned into almost four months. It's been all good. He has helped alot around the house, believe it or not. But anyways, we are going to Pigeon Forge to meet my parents to trade them some of my stuff I was forced to leave at their house Yule for my brother. Sexx-C is kinda upset, but that's alright, she might be joining him soon, depending on how things work out. But either way, we are still getting two days in the mountains. And my wonderful, perfect husband woke me up this morning, he had the night shift last night, and he woke me up with a single red rose this morning. Is that not sweet? I keep telling him how perfect he is, but he doesn't believe me.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Silly Rats...

Yes, Those are my rats sleeping in their food dish. I wonder if they are trying to tell me something...either their food dish is clean enough to sleep in, or their food dish need filling....or they are dreaming of food...or they are just really silly. I love having rats, they are always doing something really cool, or funny, or silly.

Is it clean yet????

I have been trying desparately to clean my house.  It seems a never ending battle.  What I wouldn’t give for a couple of free paid help…if that makes any sense.  I am about ready to throw my hands up and say forget it.  But then I look around my house and I know how good it can look and I get back to work, when I am not procrastinating on the computer…  (

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Nature's Bathtub

We had a pretty violent thunderstorm last night/this morning.  I love thunderstorms.  They are unpredictable and always a spectacular thing of pure raw nature to watch.  After I watch a particularly intense Thunderstorm, I always feel cleansed afterwards.  It’s like the heavens opened up and bathed my body and soul in the purest water in all of creation.  If the lightening isn’t too close, I also like to dance in the rain.